maybe I’m the one… who is… a schitzophrenic psycho…! Actually I’m pretty sure I am! My friend Anna and I both went completely and utterly psycho last night for no reason whatsoever! Well there were reasons but they were both blown way out of proportion. And I suddenly realized something… I don’t just like Poe anymore. Oh, no. It’s gotten much worse than that. I don’t know how! I usually have this complete mental blockage against any kind of over dramatic thing, and this is definitely over dramatic. But somehow it happened anyway!

I think I love him.

I don’t know what I’m gonna do?! I am way into the whole soul mate thing and I’m positive he’s not my soulmate. But somehow I still have this deep connection to him! And the more I talk to him the worse it gets. He says he doesn’t love Bugga anymore. He’s completely over her… so it’s just me know. I don’t know if it’s true… I’m frightened! If he finds out how much I like him… it will crush him entirely when I change my mind. He wouldn’t be able to handle a breakup… and I don’t trust my mental stability enough to know that I won’t change my mind in a week. But just not telling him is eating me away from the inside out!

 What am I going to do?!!