so last night, Poe and I talked on the phone until two oclock! When I’m tired, it’s like I’m drunk. I get really loose and I just talk really easily. He asked if I would like him to be my first kiss. I said yes no hesitation!!!!!!! Darn me and my inability to fight against sleepiness!! Something big is gonna happen soon. I still haven’t told him. He has to know… especially after that… but it’s not official until I tell him. I will! Eventually!