so Anna, Way, Amanda and Poe went to see Kung Fu panda last night! I decided not to go because I am avoiding Way with all of my soul until I have completely convinced myself that I don’t like him. I’ve done it before! It’s never permanent…. take Poe for example. I had myself completely convinced that I would never like him, but he gave me a picture he drew of two people kissing… a REALLY REALLY GOOD PICTURE… and it stunned me out of it. The tiniest thing can break my carefully constructed concentration! Poe called me last night (as he does every night…) and informed me that he asked Way if he liked Anna, then if he liked me. I have been convinced that Way likes Anna! CONVINCED!!! But apparently… Way said he doesn’t like Anna. And about me: (And I quote!) “I’m not sure.” I think Poe is lying for my benefit. I think Way doesn’t like either of us. There’s no way that he could not like Catherine for sure and then not be sure about me. There’s just no way.

A couple days ago I went to the park with Anna, Poe, and Amanda. We were sitting on this bench and listening to one of our other friends telling us this story, and I look over and Poe is looking at me. We just sort of looked at each other for a few seconds until I couldn’t stand it anymore and started blushing and looked away. I asked Poe last night if he noticed me blushing and he said, “I wasn’t looking at your face. I was looking at your eyes. They’re amazing!” Ha ha ha ha ha!! I wonder what drugs this kid is taking?!